Yup. Lack of sleep.
what the fuck happened to the last post. argh. im so pissed off and annoyed. i dont even know why. lack of sleep? this is so annoying. i dont feel like eating because everything makes me want to barf. godammit where is the real food……
everyone is annoying everything is annoying and most of all im fucking annoying myself.
I did not sleep for over 24 hours so when 8 PM arrived, I jumped into bed. I woke up at 6:30 AM and felt all energetic. It’s totally weird…[munches on eggrolls.]
Smile
haha I’ll smile more now…
I feel so bad for my parents. They have no definition of happiness. All I do is make them sad…and frequently angry. My dad’s life is so dull…so if my mom’s. It’s 5:30 AM and I woke up at 5:00 to meet my dad…he goes through 5 alarms at 4:30 – 5:00. Brushes teeth. Washes face. Shave. Eat breakfest. Work for hours. Come home. Try to have fun with his kids who are on the computer 24/7. Everyday is the same. How monotonous and depressing. My mom gets a little more fun but a little more word comes with it. Gosh. I knew it but never thought about it like this…how sad…
